All of it has to do with art. Which is weird. Art is usually a release, not a headache inducer.
I just stress out about getting noticed, yet at the same time I want to enjoy this realm of invisibility. I know that fanart gets about three times more reception online than original works, so I feel the need to make some. But it feels like...such a pain, because I'm forcing myself to do it. And that makes me sad.
There's also the whole "unique style" war waging in my head. Like many people around here, I've been heavily influenced by burdge. She was one of the first fanartists I ever saw, and she, along with others, made me want to draw when I looked at their Harry Potter fanart. I constantly worry about unintentionally copying her style.
The worst part is that this is all self-induced. My best work comes from a clear head, so if I want to get out of this funk, I need to clear my head.
I get my wisdom teeth out on Friday. Maybe I'll make something while I'm high on the meds